I Miss You!!

I know its been a very long time since I have written something on my space, but then sometimes time and the conditions doesn't permit you with the opportunity to do things which you long for. I have so many thoughts to share and so many incidents to tell but then you see, Conditions Applied*..

Recently one of my articles didn't got selected in an International Competition. Though I got past the many Indian authors and mates, but couldn't compete at the International front. I gave it my days and nights, worked for 25 hours a day but what I got was just a lesson and obviously an experience.

It would have been much better if I had not even qualified in the Indian round. I don't know the game which God is playing with me. Whenever I am about to reach the heights, he makes me stumble just before the pinnacle. Everyone says to be calm and look for the flip side (the same Half empty and Half full shit), but their are times when you just can't always think straight. All these thoughts look and sound bookish and although I have read a lot of philosophy, I myself can't deny the fact of thinking in the opposite sense still. I got through some things, while I didn't got selected in some. I can't even distinguish between the feelings. The latter overcomes all other feelings everytime. An old dilemma still eating me and WTF, Boys don't cry..:)

But I am sure to fight back. I will soon fight this feeling which I am going through. Its more about toughness. I don't feel like talking or writing this time and I know I am writing crap but this is really giving me a lot of strength. Sorry guys for such a post but I thought that may be publishing crap may also get an applause because most of the times its crap which works (The experience which I gained you see).

I was missing this space so much that I just couldn't help my fingers at this very hour to type. I know I don't want to write but these fingers are working like machines. No grammar checks, no spelling checks, just some crap. But I really miss you people a lot and I couldn't even come and comment on your blogs due to exams and other reasons. Whatever time I got was not enough for reading all your posts, though I did comment on a few which were there at the top always.

I really am missing a lot of people this time. I want to talk and share and laugh just like the times before. This has already made me much calm right now and I will return soon. Miss u guys a lot. Sorry again for all this crap.

Nuts...

My Mother...

MOTHER. Who can define the unending power of this human being sent to earth by God as our Guardian Angel? So its Mother's Day and I want to dedicate this post to my Lovely Mother. Here is the verse I wrote for my mother. Let the childhood flow....

When She calls out my name,

It feels I've got all the fame.

When she praises me,

It feels there exists only one person and that's me.

When she shows her affection,

I feel like I am in seventh heaven.

Whenever she embrace,

It feels that nothing is left for me to face.

Whenever she scolds,

My life turns many folds.

She's my Mother,

And there's no one like her.

God made Mother,

As sweet as Butter,

Which melts when it gets heated,

And becomes tough at times I didn't succeeded.

The things she taught,

I couldn't forget at all.

She held me in her arms,

Whenever the world tried to make a harm.

Whenever I cried,

She made rice and that too fried.

She took all my pains,

Which went away like rains.

Her finger's single tickle,

Makes me laugh and chuckle.

I am so fond,

Of the Mother-child sweet bond.

Her lap is my playground,

Where I sleep, play and go round and round.

Life is so incomplete and futile,

Without my mother's love and smile.

She fed me with her milk,

Without asking for any silk.

She waited patiently to hear 'Ma'.

The sleepless nights she spent for me.

The delicious food she cooked for me.

The nine months she waited for me.

I would never be able to thank her,

And I fall short of words.

She's as sweet as sugar,

And as good as butter.

I've seen God,

May be in different forms,

But this form is tangible,

In whose lap I could lay and feel comfortable.

Nothing in the world can define,

A Mother who is so Pure and Divine.

And this is not the end my dear,

Coz it will take my whole life to define my Mother.

P.S. This is a dedication to all the mother who have lived there life tirelessly to make their kith and kin happy and ever healthy. I salute the spirit of Motherhood. May God be with all of us. I don't know if I am able to do justice with this post because its impossible to define a mother's qualities at this space and in a limited time. I fall short of words defining her.
Thank you Mummy for being there. Love you loads.

Nippu...:)

P.P.S. This post is not signed as Nuts or Baba Nuts coz my mother calls me Nippu..:)

"Guilty or Innocent" Tag..

As I am working on a big project for quite some time, I can't think to write something useful at this space. It really matters a lot to me. So I thought to finish the tag given to me by Chanz who has always been very sweet. I have already made her fly and jump in her office and breaking the office stuff by praising her in my 50th post. So I can't risk the loss again or she will jump upon me. LOLZ...

Its quite an interesting tag and won't take much of my time. The rules goes like this:

RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag to your friends to answer this.



Asked someone to marry you? Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent

Ever told a lie? Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty

Kissed a picture? Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM? Innocent

Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty
 
Held a snake? Guilty

Been suspended from school? Guilty

Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent

Stolen from a store? Innocent

Been fired from a job? Innocent

Done something you regret? Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent

Kissed in the rain? Innocent

Sat on a roof top? Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't? Innocent
 
Sang in the shower? Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent

Shaved your head? Innocent
 
Had a boxing membership? Guilty

Made a girlfriend cry? Guilty

Been in a band? Innocent

Shot a gun? Guilty

Donated Blood? Guilty

Eaten alligator meat? Innocent

Eaten cheesecake? Innocent

Still love someone you shouldn’t? Innocent

Have/had a tattoo? Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who? Innocent

Been too honest? Guilty

Ruined a surprise? Guilty

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterward? Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list? Innocent

Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Guilty

Joined a pageant? Innocent

Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty

Had communication with your ex? Innocent

Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent

Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty


Wish there was more of it. Its fun doing this tag really. Sometimes you are sure of certain things but you can't decide to write Guilty or Innocent. Haha..


Let me pass this tag to my blogging buddies. The names are as follows:

Insignia (2nd tag)

Choco (again)

Madhu

Pratik Bhai

Rohini

Chinmaya

Nevine

Suppy Di

Sana

Blunt Edges

@ease
Sakhii

Just do the tag. I guarantee fun. And I am not guilty anymore.

Nuts Baba...:)