Monday, January 18, 2010

Puking Love..

Love is in the air,
Love is everywhere,
Love is a feeling,
That does not go anywhere.
Its hidden somewhere inside us,
Once found it changes the world.


This is not just my feelings. I hope those of you who have ever loved or are in love at this moment of time must have gone through this feeling. I could have filled the whole page (rather whole Web) defining LOVE, but then also some or the other feeling would have missed.

After getting recruited in Infosys, I forgot that I had to go back to the college also. Someone reminded me of exams by texting me and so I had to leave for the college immediately. Reached the bus-stand, bought a ticket and sat in the bus. Some aunty came asking for a double seat for her husband and her and I had to shift to the triple seat side. I have always prayed God to make my trips memorable by sending some bombshells in the bus. Even if she takes another seat, I can shift near her by making some funny excuses. But my prayers are still in the queue. I have the shittiest luck in any case, whether it is a train, a bus or a plane. Its kids rather than those bombshells who have always accompanied me in the longest of journeys I have ever gone through.

It’s a kind of advantage traveling with kids because sometimes they may offer you a joint seat If you are traveling with wait list tickets or have no reservation at all (sorry Laalu because after Mamta’s reign I haven’t travelled much). The parents offer you various food items and a luncheon like me can’t refuse to anything offered (even though warnings are displayed).

So this time also (as usual) there wasn’t any girl in the bus and the conductor shifted me to the front seat (near himself). I sat there and was listening to my I-Pod. I was tired like hell due to the 3 sleepless nights (2 in pressure and 1 in excitement). I didn’t know when I got asleep. But this sleep was short lived. The vibrating Devil doesn’t allow you take any kind of rest (There was a time when I wanted people to hear my L6’s ringtone and now it just vibrates..Haha). My friends called me up to congratulate me and asking about the interview (Thanks to the blog that my cassette needs no rewinding now).
5 different songs, some Marwari, Hadoti, fighting etc. etc. were all happening around. Everything was so subtle, so peaceful (unlike the bus environment). I just loved every event that time. But suddenly
Arey…Arey…… Uth jaldi Uth… Bhaisahab meri beti ko ulti aa rahi h (My daughter wants to puke). Khidki nahi khul rahi h (Windows are not opening..The same old bus..). Jaldi se bus rukwao (stop the fucking bus!).

I opened the window of my seat, jumped and picked the little kid from the seat and made her sit beside me rubbing her back. I don’t know what happened to me. A sudden caring sense got over me. She sat near me with her head out of the window for about an hour in the same posture. But there was no puking. It was really cold and I was wondering how a kid could stand to such cold breezes for an hour or so. I looked at her mother who was sitting quite comfortably with the rest of her kids (She was sleeping actually). Just out of curiosity, I asked the little girl whether she really wanted to puke.
To my amazement she said,” No.” That time I felt like someone has played with my feelings. But what I could have done? As I closed the window, I saw her tilting towards me and then she slept with my arm as her pillow. All the grit I had went off in a second. Her mother saw me and smiled and I smiled back at her. I said,” What an Idea Sirji..”. She slept on my hand for the rest of the journey and I could not move from there for a second (had to wait 3 long hours for peeing).

I don’t know why but I was very happy as I came out of the bus (Pee was not the only reason). Sometimes life takes you to roads which you never expect or ever think to take. It’s a game called Life and I am playing it as it is coming to me. Don’t know what emotions I had at that time. It’s all about love. Love someone and you also will come to know that each and every part of this universe is as lovable as you yourself are. Just try and love. The feeling is not lost still. It comes to you with different types of incidents, accidents and events. I am really in love and I don’t mind telling her again and again.

But that time it was different and it was Puking Love....

Nuts

38 comments:

supriya said...

Gosh...you were almost saved by the last bit to entitle this post as the "Yukkkk love"...or "puked love"...lol!!!
but anyway...nice post..!!!

Nipun said...

@ supriya

Thanks a lot..
I know where ur thoughts were going.
May be next will be Yukkkk...

Dee.Dee said...

Damn =D

I love how little things in everyday life can take the mind so far.

And it's even awesomer how strangers can make you feel that way without even being aware of it.

Lalala, awesome world =D

Nipun said...

@ dee dee

Agree to the fact u just said.
Thats what we writers do.
The feeling is really awesome.

Lalala..
What a world, with so much love..

Thnx..

A New Beginning said...

ha ha puking love :) btw that was very sweet of you, I think to love and to be loved is the best that can happen to someone. All the best :)

Nipun said...

@ a new beginning

Sweetness comes naturally with this feeling.
I agree to the fact.
Thanks a lot..

Manita said...

PUKING LOVE...lovely thought nd a nice post...touching.
life makes us learn many things.

Pratik Gupta said...

I don know but i always like this thing about us....we get frustated, irritated but one smile of an unknown person can make you go through all your pain

Shivani said...

First - Congratulations about Infy.
Second - God, that woman was clever.
Third - Aww, you're too cute.
Four - Have you told the girl how you feel for her?

Tara said...

hey that was awesome. I love the way u perceive things .. great and keep going !

Chanz said...

eeeewwwwwwwwwwww.... that woman. If I were in your place, I would have blasted her. But I cant stop laughing when I imagine you in that position. ROFL

Nipun said...

@ manita

Thank u yaar.
Yes, life makes us learn so many things which are untold and unfolded until we experience them..:)

Nipun said...

@ pratik bhaiya

I totally agree with u.
This is what happened that day.
I bet if anyone in this world can resist a smile on watching a little kid smile and laugh...:)
That's life..

Nipun said...

@ shivani

FIrst--Thanks a lot. Btw u r a bit l8...:)

Second--Yes, she was. Implementing ideas..

Third--Thanks again...:) It comes naturally.

Fourth-- Yes, I have. Its been a long time now...:)

Fifth-- Where have u been from such a long time??
I missed u and ur writing..:(

Nipun said...

@ tara

Thanks a lot.
just Keep motivating me..

Nipun said...

@ tara

Thanks a lot.
Keep motivating me..

Nipun said...

@ chanz

Yeah i know.
A women can fight both men n women but a mam cannot. He has to quit anyway.
But I was enjoying whatever happened that day.
After all I have a new feeling....:)

Shivani said...

I'm keeping a bit busy with work these days.
People have tagged me and I've become unresponsive :(

Will surely get active blogging soon.

Chinmaya Dave said...
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Chinmaya Dave said...

Nice going there....
Me lucky in that bombshell luck :P.

But I can't get too far even if I meet one ;).

Coming out with true feelings on blog (or anywhere else) is a tough thing... as I perceive it. Hope I change my perception soon.

Its really funny reading co-ECAites blog just 2 days before the RTU showdown, but it was worth the time.

Hope your book comes out soon, at a price tag of Rs. 95 only, because then only I am going to buy a copy.

And... (this is a too odd place to reveal things here), yeah you know when its real love, and when its not. I too have gone through the same feeling many times (for the same person, not bombshells : P).
Its the greatest thing in your so defined 'Life'.

Keep writing. And best of luck for the showdown.

Nipun said...

@ chinu

That was a real big comment dude..
Loved the way u wrote.
Lucky fellow huh!!

Thanks for reminding me that our exams are coming.

U need not buy my book coz I will be sending a free copy to u (And some other copies to sell them..hehe).

U'll come to know ur feelings about that person. Love can't be hidden. Nowadasy it is coming out in my writing.

Remember dude that feelings are meant to be shown and not to be hidden. If u really are in love then go and tell her. Just do it whatever the answer may be.

Best of luck mate. Thanks a ton...:)

Cheers

buckingfastard said...

ahh start making da serious busy body face re!! no one even dares to ask u nythin...us ladki ki ulti, seedhi ho jati!!! :P

Nipun said...

@ bf

Yeah!! Think its high time now..:)
Ulti seedhi krni hi padegi....

Thnx man..

Nipun said...

@ shivani

Okay!
but i m really missing ur writings..
Wanted to know more about the streets of delhi.
And now a bit more coz I will soon be called a system engineer.
Need help....

Sorcerer said...

now you know how much longer you can hold
see..every incident in life teaches us many things.even things you never even cared to realise.
:)

Nevine said...

Happy for your new-found feeling; you seem elated. I'll be following your journey... hoping it leads to all good things!

Nipun said...

@ Sir sorcerer

I agree. Now I really know the time for which I can hold on to it..
Life really teaches us in the most funny ways..:)

Nipun said...

@ nevine

This is what is good with happiness. It increases every time u share it with ur fellows.
Thnx for following my journey..
Hope it never ends....

Shas said...

Congo! for infy.
Lucky u that this trip didn't turn out disappointing like the previous ones.
What an excuse...ha ha!
Hope ur love knows that ur in love with her. =)

blunt edges said...

congrats on infy n the puke ;)

Nipun said...

@ shas

Thanks a lot.
She knows everything. She reads the blog. This trip was also disappointing in the other sense.
But yes sometimes you get to learn..:)

Nipun said...

@ blunt edges

Thanks dude...:)
What could I have done??

Cursed♪♫ said...

If you're good and if you don't act like the jerk I described in my poem, you'll never have to be scared :D
Check out my new post. It's not about girl power so chill!! :)
Read your post half, will get back to it! Cause right now my math textbook's calling out to me!!
Take care!!

Nipun said...

@ curse

Hmmm. Got your point.
*thinking*

Maths is fun..:)
Visit whenever u wish to.

Aditi said...

nice post!I think reading these small incidents like this on a blog is more fun!

Nipun said...

@ aditi

Thnx for the visit.
U will come across many such incidents...:)
Keep visiting..

prateek kapoor said...

well done...this one's quite touchy...dil ko hila dia tune aaj..:)
bt rembr

"The key to everything is patience. You get the chicken by hatching the egg, not by smashing it."
rembr this my boy..:-)

Nipun said...

@ prateek

Thanks dude!
Will surely remember what you just said.
Let me hatch the eggs i have....:)
Got u dude!!